The difference between day and night is all jumbled up in my brain, so I brought along a sedative and a sleeping pill. I'll go get lots of medicine tomorrow. I woke up at 3am again today, and went shopping because I was bored. Yesterday, I was told that the materials would arrive from the steelworks on the 4th for the person next to me, but the current deputy manager was adjusting the delivery process of the materials. If I were Higashiyama, I would expose the internal affairs like Big Motor did this time, and call them to the police station frequently. Detective 7 isn't very interesting. I'd rather watch Kaorikki's beautiful coloring on Sky Perfect TV. Her hair is beautifully dyed, strong, and straight, which is pleasant to look at. After all, women need to have beautiful hair. The manager who had a stroke said some strong things when he got married. I wrote before that my father-in-law had 2.5 million yen in debt from pachinko and boat racing, but when he met the manager's wife, she was divorced and had a child and worked at a bar. I thought the manager had gone to the bar to woo her, but it seems they met through an acquaintance. They started dating and got married, but it seems the manager's wife had 3 million yen in debt from slots, and the manager paid off the 3 million yen and they got married. I used to play pachinko and slots, so I understand how addictive they are, but with gambling, people who think properly will lose, and people who think differently from others will win. I wonder why people don't realize they have no talent when they're over 1 million yen in debt. Because I don't keep a balance, I deny losing. And because I pay off my credit card loan and borrow again, the principal doesn't go down and I have no intention of paying it back. I can't see myself objectively as such a loser. 3 million yen isn't a debt. If I feel like paying it back, I can pay it back. I was angry when I lost about 80,000 yen at the end of the year a long time ago, so I went to a senior who was three years older than me and bought a lot of sashimi and food and beer. I told him about my loss at pachinko while drinking beer. After I realized that I could eat such a luxurious meal for about 7,000 yen, I quit pachinko. Yesterday, after I got home from work and handed out the notices, I took another time shower and was drenched in sweat. I took another time shower when I woke up this morning. I'm so happy that Kuriyama Chiaki's drama has started again late at night. She said that she sometimes drinks alcohol for 18 hours straight, just like her character does in a drama. Chiaki Kuriyama also has beautiful hair.